Vicky Pattison, a former Geordie Shore star, admitted to being afraid of welcoming children into her life in a very open post.
Vicky Pattison has admitted to being “constantly exhausted” and “always crying about something”. The Geordie Shore star shared a candid look into her life and how she juggles being in the public eye.
She revealed her fears about having children and welcoming them into her little world with husband Ercan Ramadan. Vicky, 37, has long been open on her ongoing battles with premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD), which she says turns her into “someone she doesn’t recognise”.
The couple have had a whirlwind romance having wed six months ago in Puglia, Italy, which followed an official ceremony in London last August. Vicky has since revealed their thoughts on having children after freezing her eggs two years ago.
She recently revealed they are thinking of starting trying for kids in the next year or two, yet has admitted her fears of welcoming them into her life.
Vicky shared a number of raw and honest images of her feeling a range of emotions in a very honest social media post. She continued, “Timeline was looking a little too glam, so I thought I’d give you a cross-section of photos of me 90% of the time.”
Some of her crying, eating, laughing, sleeping, and getting ready photos were captured behind the scenes. You’d be forgiven for thinking everyone has their sh*t together, Vicky declared in a press release.
Because “from the moment you sign up for Instagram,” you are bombarded with beautiful skin, neat homes, happy relationships, and perfect bodies. However, it’s bulls**t because none of us always look great and, in fact, none of us are even remotely aware of what we’re doing.
She continued, “Most of us are just winging it, hoping for the best and praying that everyone around us doesn’t realize.” But isn’t it tiring, is it? You’ll never feel good enough if you keep up that ideal of perfection and the danger is that you’ll never feel good enough.
Vicky continued, “I don’t know about you, but I don’t want to look back on my life.” I felt like I spent the better part of it trying to impress strangers online, trying to be something else, making it seem like I have it all figured out, and putting myself in a position that makes other women feel small.
“So this is the REAL me.. constantly exhausted (& permanently terrified about how to manage adding children to this dumpster fire I practically survive every day), constantly crying about something, having a constant battle with my hormones, being hungover, hungover, insecure, wearing trackies, pale, anxious, and wrinkly…
The list goes on. But most of the time, I’m just this. Not the glamorous, polished, smiling, strong-looking woman who appears online to be very confident and confident.
Don’t put too much pressure on yourself by thinking that “life can be difficult and amp; the world is a terrifying place to be a woman right now… Because you’re doing great, most of what you see online is b*****ks.
She revealed her baby’s plans to OK after she left an open message. magazine . She laughed as she said, “My mother had me at age 30, which was back then, so if I can get one before I’m 40, I’ll be over the moon.”
“Everyone predicted that we would start trying for kids quite quickly, and we did! ” However, we’ll enjoy getting married for at least a year. A honeymoon would be great first, though!
“A little week in the Caribbean would be lovely. We’re just desperate to sleep in the same bed together. I sleep with the dogs [they have two] and he sleeps in the spare room!”
A son of four boys, Ercan, would prefer a “football team,” while Vicky, who comes from a long line of women who have women, would imagine a daughter first.
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