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To survive in Gaza, you have to lie to yourself

We, the people of Gaza, have repeatedly been threatened. We have been threatened with being “cleaned out,” subject to mass murder, and facing “all hell breaking loose” on us.

The truth is that hell has already broken out for us. From October 7, 2023, to January 19, 2025, I, along with two million other Palestinians in Gaza, managed to survive the genocidal wwand.

If I’m honest, I simply did not survive by surviving. No, I lived by putting an “f” in life and retaining “lie” in it.

My fragile existence was more sustained by the more I lied to myself.

The first self-libel I ever told is still with me. The genocide occurred much earlier.

After the Israeli aggression in Gaza in 2008-2009, I said to myself, “I’ll never see something like that.” A naive little lie was told. I witnessed war again in 2012, and again in 2014, and again in 2021, and yet again in May 2023.

I gave my mother a hug on October 7, 2023, as Israeli fighter jets indiscriminately bombed Gaza.

This was going to be the end of our miserable lives, I told her and myself in the end. In the course of the following, I believed we would all pass away. She was crying because she felt the same way.

But how can one accept that their death is on the verge of being certain? By nature, people want to live. So I resorted to making up lies to myself.

I lied when Israel bombed the Baptist Hospital on October 17, injuring hundreds of people, shortly after. I vowed that the world would rise up for Gaza and that Israeli fighter jets would not be able to stop bombing it once more. It was a short-lived lie, to be sure. Israel’s bombardment only increased, leading to more genocidal casualties.

I promised myself that it would be a few days before I would return when Israel forcibly displaced me in December of that year. I promised myself that I wouldn’t be displaced once more when I came back in May 2024.

I promised myself that the world would not let them starve us when I returned from my seventh forced displacement in September 2024. But it succeeded. My family and I ate bread, zaatar, and a few cans of tuna we saved from our time spent in al-Mawasi, where we spent weeks.

However, the ceasefire phase one took effect when I told the worst lie to myself. I muttered, “This is it.” What else can Israel do that it hasn’t already done in the military to put an end to the genocide? We have experienced horror and torture of all kinds”!

But I was completely aware of my own lies.

Like so many people in Gaza, I was aware that the decision must be made between Israel and how to carry out the genocide.

We soon learned that it was coming before long. Israel halted all aid immediately following the start of the Ramadan, causing yet another famine. We were awakened by the sound of massive bombardment two weeks later, instead of the call for suicide.

In just a few hours, more than 400 people were massacred, including at least 100 children.

So it’s only the question of when, but how, does it still be, now. How many more children will Israel kill to bring about the alleged “total” victory? How long will it take them to “finish the job” this time? How much suffering and horror will we have to endure? And how will this time pass?

I haven’t figured out why I even survived 15 months of Israel’s genocidal war because it keeps surprising me with how much evil it has in store. I mean, is this it? The genocide’s final stages? Resuming the assault while preventing access to any aid and obstructing electricity and water? Israel may, in my opinion, continue to advance.

This round of attacks will continue until the Israeli government recovers their captives, according to the Israeli government. What purpose did the ceasefire serve if that was the case? A break from the murderers’ deaths?

The world is still issuing empty condemnations and not acting in the meantime. I have stopped counting the number that has fallen behind us so many times. The least it can do is prevent taking our suffering and suffering for granted, as if we were created with it or were constantly conditioned to suffer.

Given the severe torment I’ve been through, and the fact that I was raised amid wars and managed to survive 15 months of genocide, surprised that I haven’t gained an immunity to fear. I’m still worried about what will come next.

I want to be truthful to myself as I face death once more. I want to claim that I deserve a life that is significantly better than what Israel has oppressively imposed upon me. I deserve a boring, unfunny, secure life that is free of bombs, starvation, and unfathomable loss.

I want to live rather than lie any longer.

Six dead, 40 missing as migrant boat capsizes near Lampedusa

According to a UN official, 40 people are missing and six have died as a result of the boat’s capsize in the Mediterranean Sea.

The inflatable dinghy left Tunisia on Monday with 56 people, according to UNHCR representative Chiara Cardoletti, adding that “there are still too many dead in a new shipwreck in the Mediterranean.”

According to Italian news agency ANSA, the coastguard vessels have rescued 10 people and are now looking for more survivors. According to the article, the shipwreck occurred close to Lampedusa Island.

Some of the missing were reported to have fallen overboard in rough seas, according to AGI news agency, and they also claimed people from Cameroon, Mali, The Gambia, and Ivory Coast.

A separate group of 40 people reportedly landed on Lampedusa after sailing from Sfax, Tunisia, on metal boats.

On Tuesday, 213 people made their way to Lampedusa, bringing the total number of people arriving at the island’s reception center to 230, according to reports.

According to the Italian Ministry of the Interior, about 8, 743 people have already arrived in Italy this year, which is slightly more than the 8,743 that were there last year.

Rivers Assembly Backs State Of Emergency, Blames Fubara

Following the drawn-out political crisis that has gripped the state for more than a year, the Rivers State House of Assembly has supported President Bola Tinubu’s declaration of a state of emergency.

The Assembly also attributed the suspended governor of the state Siminalayi Fubara to his “despotic and tyrannical actions,” including repeated violations of court orders and orders, failure to act in accordance with his oath of office, and unconstitutional obstruction of the legislative branch of government, which sparked the crisis, in a statement from its speaker Martin Amaewhule.

The Governor’s actions, as confirmed by the courts, have unconstitutionally prevented the Rivers State House of Assembly from functioning, the speaker said.

Read more about Peter Obi’s demonization of Tinubu’s Declaration of Emergency Rule in Rivers in Peter Obi’s “Unconstitutional, Reckless” (Royal, 1998).

Amaewhule urged residents to remain calm as the country’s one-man takes over. She said the president’s decision was in the “best interest of the country.”

The statement reads, “We assure you all, our constituents, that we will follow this declaration even though it is not what we prayed for.”

We ask that you all remain calm as the president’s sole administrator performs his duties in the best interests of our country and society because “Mr. President has acted in the best interest of the country.”

Administrators receive full support.

Amaewhule assured residents that the Assembly would follow the declaration and that Rivers State residents should remain calm as the President’s sole administrator performs his or her duties. He backed the Sole Administrator’s ability to serve the interests of both the state and the country.

The Rivers State House of Assembly pledges its full support to the Sole Administrator, saying, “Our dear state, the Rivers, is in need of all the help we can get,” Amaewhule said.

Turkiye police detain Erdogan rival Imamoglu in corruption, terror probe

According to Turkish police, the mayor of Istanbul has been detained as part of an investigation into alleged corruption and terrorism connections.

Ekrem Imamoglu, a top adversary of Recep Tayyip Erdogan, was detained on Wednesday morning, according to the state-run Anadolu Agency, according to the state-run news agency. Prosecutors also reportedly issued detention warrants for the mayor and about 100 others.

Imamoglu stated in a video that “We are facing great tyranny, but I want you to know that I will not be depressed.” He claimed that the people were “usurping the will” of the government.

In an ostensible effort to stop protests following Imamoglu’s arrest, authorities also temporarily closed several roads around Istanbul and prohibited demonstrations for four days.

In a historic blow to Erdogan and the president’s Justice and Development Party, or AK Party, which had ruled Istanbul for 25 years, Imamoglu was elected mayor of Turkiye’s largest city in March 2019.

Imamoglu won a second election several months later after the AK Party’s efforts to oust the city’s 16 million municipal election results.

Imamoglu won over the AK Party in local elections last year, which helped his Republican People’s Party (CHP) win. The AK Party continued to win favor among the electorates, leading the country in the polls, drawing criticism from the CHP for its leadership, internal conflicts, and strategic direction.

Imamoglu’s diploma was invalidated on Tuesday by an Istanbul university, effectively preventing him from running for president under Turkish law.

Imamoglu threatened to contest the decision.

Imamoglu was scheduled to be chosen as its candidate for upcoming elections in the main opposition party’s primary on Sunday. It’s unlikely that the vote will continue right away.

Although 2028 is the election year for Turkiye’s next president, early elections are possible.

Ozgur Ozel, the CHP’s chairman, called the arrest of Imamoglu a “coup.”

He claimed that the country has a power to stop the country from choosing the next president. Our next president may be the target of an attempted coup, the statement read.

According to Sinem Koseoglu, a journalist from Diyarbakir, those detained include prominent journalists and business figures.

She said that “the main opposition figures have said that the decision is unlawful and illegal.”

Government officials refute claims that opposition figures’ legal proceedings were motivated by political reasons and insist that courts operate independently.

‘Unconstitutional, Reckless,’ Peter Obi Condems Tinubu’s Declaration Of Emergency Rule In Rivers

Peter Obi, the Labour Party’s candidate for president in the 2023 presidential election, criticizes President Tinubu’s declaration of a state of emergency in Rivers State.

Obi described the president’s decision as “unconstitutional and reckless” in a post on his X (previous Twitter) handle.

He remarked, “The president’s unilateral decision to remove Rivers State governor Similaya Fubara from office is reckless and unconstitutional.”

The progress we’ve made in these 26 years of democracy have been greatly hampered by it because it has plunged us back into a state of lawlessness.

The President has shown a dangerous willingness to trample on democracy by disobeying the rule of law.

The former state governor of Anambra added that a biased interpretation of section 305 (1) of the 1999 constitution is not appropriate given the political climate in Rivers.

Rivers State’s declaration of a state of emergency is “not just reckless; it is a clear attempt to restore us to a state of nature and to tighten its grip on power at all costs.”

With all the implied negatives, it is a degrading backdoor imposition of martial law on a pivotal region of the federation.

Rivers’ political situation does not make such an extreme assessment, and it also serves as a biased interpretation of section 305(1) of the 1999 constitution.

An elected governor may not be removed unilaterally under the circumstances of a state of emergency. This choice is contrary to good governance and democratic norms. Instead, it appears to be a decided action that prioritizes the interests of the Rivers State and Nigerian people over the general good.

This behavior constitutes an unconstitutional overreach, creating a risky precedent that threatens the separation of powers, the rule of law, and democracy. Unchecked growth could result in a culture of impunity.

Addition of arbitrary removal of elected officials will put us in a state of nature and anarchy because we have already been grappling with non-adherence to electoral qualifications, rules, and massive rigging.

Obi made an appeal to the entire National Assembly.
stakeholders to demand that this continue, as it only strengthens the corruption and impunity that are already a threat to our democracy.

President Tinubu declared a state of emergency in the state on Tuesday, suspending Governor Siminalayi Fubara, his deputy Ngozi Odu, and all House of Assembly members for six months, following the lengthy political cries in Rivers State.

Vice Admiral Ibokette Ibas (rtd) was appointed as the state’s administrator for the first six months, according to his president.

Atiku Abubakar, the Peoples Democratic Party’s presidential candidate for the 2023 presidential election, who described the declaration as a political manipulation, has received various reactions to President Tinubu’s statement.