Molly-Mae Hague’s baby heartache as she works to repair relationship with Tommy Fury

Molly-Mae Hague was very close to tears during a raw moment last week as she admitted the idea of being pregnant again “terrifies” her. The influencer is already mum to two-year-old daughter Bambi Fury. And Molly-Mae, who split from her ex-fiancé Tommy Fury in August, admits she thinks about more children “a lot” but isn’t ready to add to her brood.

A source tells Mirror that the 25-year-old is feeling “conflicted” over her family as she works to get back into a positive space with Tommy. “She’s feeling quite conflicted at the moment. She loves the idea of having a bigger family with Tommy, and he’s obviously from a big family and sees his brother’s life]Tyson Fury has seven children], but because they’ve been through a difficult time, it’s not easy for her to think about”, said the source.

Earlier this year, Molly-Mae opened up about her split from Tommy for the first time in her Amazon Prime documentary, Behind It All, where she admitted to hoping she would get back together with her ex. Speculation that the couple have reunited has been heightened following a leaked video from Manchester United footballer Luke Shaw’s New Year’s Eve party, which appeared to show Tommy and Molly-Mae sharing a kiss.

And taking to her YouTube channel last week, Molly-Mae seemed to hint that the pair are working on things by repeatedly referring to her “relationship” in the present tense. “If you take the relationship, and me and Tommy out of it for a second… Besides my relationship, I’m just not mentally, physically, emotionally ready to have another baby yet”, she said.

The couple shocked fans with their split last year, which came a year after their engagement and five years after they’d met on Love Island. Despite appearing smitten just weeks prior to the news, the pair announced their split with separate Instagram statements. Molly-Mae spoke out first and admitted she never thought they would end “in this way”, with Tommy later revealing that his relationship with alcohol led to their separation.

Now, our source claims Molly-Mae and Tommy are back on, but want to take things slowly this time around. “They are definitely back together and they love each other very much, they’re both besotted by Bambi and they want a happy family unit. But things take time and Molly knows full well that some people thought their split was a publicity stunt, which it wasn’t – so she’s wary of what she shares and wants to take things slowly”.

The added, “She knows Tommy is a great father so that wouldn’t worry her, but having a baby is such a big decision so it’s totally understandable that she’s terrified”. Molly-Mae didn’t shy away from the topic when talking to her YouTube fans as she admitted to finding her hopes of giving Bambi a sibling mixed with her fear of parenting again.

Boasting an incredibly tight-knit relationship with her older sister Zoe, who features in Molly-Mae’s documentary and vlogs, the star says she wants the same for her daughter. “It terrifies me the thought of Bambi growing up without a sister. I feel that way because, as much as we’ve had our times where we can’t even look at each other, my sister made my life growing up. She’s made my life now. I wouldn’t be who I am without Zoe and it makes me feel a bit emotional.

” I know Bambi would be absolutely fine without a sister or a sibling because I know I’m going to be that girl’s best friend forever. My number one goal in life is that me and her are so unbelievably close that she wouldn’t even need a best friend because she’s always going to have me. And the same with her dad. I know she will be like that with us… I do think we are really incredible parents to her so I know she’d be fine. “

While she is clearly a doting mum to Bambi now, Molly-Mae didn’t have the easiest start to motherhood. Detailing how she had little experience with babies before having her own, Molly-Mae said last year”, Those first few weeks of Bambi’s life… hell and back. We were having a breakdown. “

And it seems that the newborn phase was quite traumatic for the star. In her YouTube video she added”, This is really scary to admit but sometimes I have this terrible feeling that if I was to ever see a positive pregnancy test again, I worry how that wouldn’t spark the feelings in me that I’d want it to.

“If I saw a positive pregnancy test now I would be terrified. If I was to pop out a baby and it]was] a two-year-old like Bambi now, give me 100, I can handle it. But I found the newborn stage so unbelievably difficult and daunting and looking back I can’t really say that there was any part of it that I enjoyed”.

Our source claims that it’s not only the daunting nature of having a newborn around that puts Molly-Mae off, but her busy schedule is also proving to be a factor. With the launch of her fashion brand Maebe, and her hugely popular documentary, it’s been far from a quiet few months for her.

“Her career has changed a lot with her fashion business and the Amazon Prime show, so she’s trying to think about how that will work and where she’ll be in a few years ‘ time. It’s a lot to wrap her head around”, said the source.

Source: Mirror