‘It can be living nightmare’ – how UFC’s Wood sought help for OCD

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Nathaniel Wood’s two daughters are the first thing that he mentions when he sits down for his interview.

Wood is delighted to learn that Layla and Arla, both one, have joined him in Abu Dhabi.

The 32-year-old Londoner has invited his family over to watch his UFC 321 fight with Jose Delgado, including his wife, mother, and father.

Because things have already gone wrong without them, Wood needs to have his family with him in order to get in the right headspace before a fight.

“I’m thinking about going home if I’m not with them.” Every two seconds, Wood tells BBC Sport, “I’m checking my phone to see what’s going on.”

They can concentrate on the task at hand because I have them here. I feel much more at ease.

Wood is at ease as he shakes hands with his family and responds to BBC Sport’s questions with conviction while having a friendly family nearby.

But for him in Abu Dhabi, things haven’t always been this way.

Before his daughters were born in 2023, Wood was the subject of Muhammad Naimov’s brutal assault after having a mental health issue.

Wood has obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD), a mental illness that causes compulsive behavior and obsessive thoughts.

It “comes in waves.” You can be completely fine at times, but then you could experience a “dark cloud day” where you just become anxious and fixated on something, Wood says.

“Unfortunately, fight week was when I had a chance. I was having incredibly bad anxiety as I flew out.

OCD keeps telling me, “I can’t move on when I have it.” I didn’t care about the fight for the entire week. I was just obsessing over and thinking about things that I didn’t need to.

It consumes a lot of energy. You’re thinking about that thought every second of the day, not anything else. I might be talking to you right now, but I’m also considering other options.

He claims that his obnoxious thoughts can be related to a variety of subjects, but cites health issues as an “prime example.”

Wood says, “I could be having a slight headache and thinking, “I’ve got a brain bleed, or brain cancer,” and I can’t let the thought go.

“And then it makes you anxious, and then it makes you ruminate more.” When you’re in that room, you’re living a nightmare.

Before urging people to never “ever be afraid to go to the doctors” if they believe they have the disorder, Wood claims he has sought medical attention from therapists and is currently taking medication for it.

“I have a very good family, and I’m very fortunate. I have people to talk to, along with my wife, my mom, and my dad. I believe that’s a very dark place for those who don’t, he says.

Personally, I think you can get a little calm when I express my worries. Not as bad as you imagine.

You can pretend to have real nightmares while playing your own.

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Wood jokes that he won’t be eating much because of the weight loss in his featherweight (11st 5lb) fight with Delgado after taking his family to the local mall for dinner.

With just one defeat in 11 fights, American fighter Delgado is a rising star.

Wood, who has lost just one of his previous eight matches, is the underdog.

Wood concentrates on defeating Delgado because his family is close by.

“I’ve heard that being busy and talking to someone help me.” When I’m occupied and have things in mind, my mind doesn’t go crazy like it does when I have nothing to do, says Wood.

“This is my fourth fight in Abu Dhabi,” I said. I lost two games and one win.

“I’m going into this fight with full intentions to win this fight as best and as impressively as I can,” I say.

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Female footballers in north Nigeria defy cultural barriers with resilience

Some young women in Kwara, a state with a Muslim majority and where religious customs rule daily life, are defying cultural norms by playing football.

They have discovered the sport’s camaraderie, competitive spirit, and emotional journey, but critics have expressed reservations about its suitability for women with modest clothing.

Maryam Muhammed, 17, endures the intense heat, which her hijab and leggings make more difficult, as well as community criticism, when she arrives for practice at the Model Queens Football Academy in Ilorin.

“They tell me that I won’t succeed,” I say. But she persists in saying, “But I believe I will achieve something great,” despite being frequently taunted while training.

She is unable to agree to wear modest clothing while playing, despite it being occasionally uncomfortable.

She explained that “sometime it feels like I want to open the hijab, but I have to keep my hair a secret.” I must practice it as a decent Muslim.

Hijabs were initially prohibited by FIFA in 2007 on safety grounds, leading to the disqualification of Iran’s women’s team from a 2012 Olympic qualifier. The restriction was lifted in 2014 and was fully lifted in 2012. Nouhaila Benzina, the first senior women’s World Cup player to wear a hijab, became famous in 2023 as a result.

Maryam’s mother, Kehinde Muhammed, has withstanded criticism for backing her daughter’s passion. She admitted that “so many people discouraged me.” However, I respect the choices of my kids. I continue to pray for her and support her.

She specializes in making custom hijabs and matching team shirts, stating, “I advise her that this is the customary way to dress as a Muslim.”

Muyhideen Abdulwahab, a coach for the model queens, works to alter attitudes in the community. He said, “We go out to meet parents and tell them that modest dressing is permitted.” Some still say no despite that.

Bashirat Omotosho, a 19-year-old football player, juggling her family duties and her love for football. She frequently skips training to support her mother by selling puff puff, a fried dough snack, at their roadside stall.

While serving customers and observing her teammates jog past during practice, she said, “Training is frequently in the morning, but I have to be here.” My mother and I cannot leave because of this.

Bashirat’s mother, Titilayo Omotosho, initially opposed her daughter’s athletic ambitions.

What makes a woman choose football? she questioned.

Children in Ilorin, Kwara State, Nigeria, watch a football game [Photo by David Adelakun/Reuters]

After her husband’s approval and seeing successful Muslim players like Nigerian star Asisat Oshoala, Omotosho’s stance became less oblique. She cited the record-holder six-time African Women’s Footballer of the Year, saying, “Seeing other Muslim girls succeed, like Asisat, encouraged us to let her play.” Oshoala, who plays without a hijab, is from southwest Nigeria, where traditional Islamic customs are less rigid.

Despite growing interest, female participation in Ilorin continues to be a problem, according to local football administrator Ambali Abdulrazak.

The Nigeria Women’s Football League (NWFL), which is made up of southern clubs from Lagos and Port Harcourt, have the best infrastructure and social support. Although growing grassroots initiatives are being implemented, northern and central regions still face cultural and religious restrictions.

Women’s football is becoming more popular all over the country as a result of the success of the national team, increased sponsorship opportunities, and development initiatives. According to Nigerian media company iTelemedia, which tracks audience trends across local leagues, NWFL viewership has increased by 40% since 2020, and match attendance has increased by 35% in 2024.

As the sun sets, Muhammed and her teammates practiced on a sandy school pitch as the sun sets, their voices mingling with the muezzin’s prayer from a nearby mosque.

In a youth tournament final, Muhammed led the Model Queens, but they lost. She cheered and cheered with her teammates as they won the medals in the second place competition, but she later cried by herself in her room.

I nearly quit football for basketball – Gvardiol

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Josko Gvardiol became the second-most expensive defender ever after moving to Manchester City from RB Leipzig for £77 million in August 2023.

However, the Croatian international, who is 23 years old, revealed that Dinamo Zagreb was close to ending his “dream” career in football.

The center-back told BBC Sport, “I was considering quitting because I enjoy basketball as well.”

Gvardiol considered options for a career in football after struggling to get game time for Zagreb’s youth team at the age of 16.

“I wasn’t sure in football any longer because, you know, when you get to the training ground, you don’t feel happy anymore,” I said.

Because all of my friends were playing basketball, I was just trying to find other solutions and feel happier than I had before.

Gvardiol bided his time and joined the senior squad, winning back-to-back titles with Zagreb and sealing his move to the Bundesliga for a record sum for a Croatian teenager.

After making 87 appearances for RB Leipzig, Gvardiol signed a five-year deal with Manchester City in 2023, impressing in his two seasons there.

Only one defender in professional football has moved to a higher paying position, joining Manchester United from Leicester City for $80 million in 2019.

Although it was obvious that my goal was to play football professionally, Gvardiol continued, “I didn’t know that I was going to make that leap.”

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Gvardiol once engaged in minute-long battles.

No defender has scored more goals in the Premier League since his arrival, making him a crucial part of Guardiola’s system.

Last season, I was like, “No matter what, how I feel, no matter if I’m fit or not, I just want to play.” “I only want to compete to support the team,” said Gvardiol.

“I could feel it on my body, especially in the summer,” he said. My knee injury was a [knee] injury, but it’s now recovered after six months.

He played more than 6, 000 minutes for the club and nation last season, appearing in 55 of City’s 61 games and missing only 140 Premier League games overall.

Gvardiol was named eighth among the top ten players by matchday squad inclusions for 2024 and 25 in a recent Fifapro report.

We can’t forget the fact that he played and played and played like he did last season, according to Guardiola.

Are Manchester City better with Gvardiol at centre back?

Guardiola preferred playing Gvardiol at left-back for the majority of last year, including during a time when the reigning champions only managed one win out of 13 games.

It was Gvardiol’s first trophy-less season since 2016-17, and they remarked of their subpar form: “It was quite challenging to get out of.”

We frequently discussed it and tried to solve it. In the end, we were able to reach the FA Cup final and once more reach the Champions League.

Guardiola’s City appear to have put the problems of the previous season behind them, thanks to their summer signings.

City are now five points clear of their first three Premier League defeats, with Gvardiol making his recognizable left-sided starting debut.

He declared, “I’m happy to be back in my position.” Play as you normally would, “Protect the goal, defend the goal.”

We want to aim high this season, and it’s obvious that we have new goals. However, I like to say that the season is over, so let’s go game by game, and it’s still early to discuss our goals.

Ellen White, a former England and Manchester City forward, claimed that Gvardiol’s return to centre-back has improved the club’s defensive defense this year.

She told BBC Sport, “He was absolutely right at left-back and scored a lot of goals.”

They now concede less goals and shots, which is how the statistics speak for themselves.

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Richardson wins ‘bittersweet’ first medal for GB

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World track cycling championships in 2025

Location: Santiago, Chile, October 22 through October

At the Track World Championships, Matt Richardson won his first medal for Great Britain, taking home silver in the men’s and women’s team sprint.

The Netherlands defeated both teams to win the women’s trio in Santiago, Chile, with defending world champion Emma Finucane leading debutants Iona Moir and Rhianna Parris-Smith.

After winning three medals at the 2024 Olympics, Richardson resembling Australia to his birthplace.

The 26-year-old described the victory with a silver medal as bittersweet for her.

“I’m going to feel amazing wearing a GB skinsuit for my first medal at a world championships.” I would like to see it as the next step, but I can’t get too upset about that.

Joe Truman and Harry Ledingham-Horn made up the men’s qualifying line-up, placing them second behind the Netherlands, who are the two-time defending champions.

In the end, GB defeated Germany in round one, replacing Ledingham-Horn with Hamish Turnbull.

Richardson and GB were in control as Richardson sped off following the second lap, but Jeffrey Hoogland, who crossed the line 0.37 seconds before Turnbull, managed to close the gap.

We’re a fresh line-up, so each time we step on the track, we’re learning a little bit about each other, Richardson said, adding that with his sixth overall victory.

How Finucane won the sixth-place medal in the world?

Finucane, who won gold in Denmark last year, has helped GB win a medal in the women’s category at the past three world championships.

She also won individual gold at the previous two worlds, leading a new-look trio in Chile, which came in first place behind the Netherlands.

The Dutch defeated GB by 0.26secs in the final round after winning Colombia in round one.

Finucane, who won three medals at Paris 2024, “is so proud of these two.” We couldn’t have asked for more, they said, “To go out there in the gold medal ride-off, be composed, feel the pressure, and get there”.”

Maddie Leech finished sixth in the women’s scratch race in Chile, making her world-class debut there.

On Thursday, Finucane will begin her title defense against the women’s sprint while GB aims to win the women’s team pursuit final for the second time in a row.

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Map of Gaza shows where Israeli forces are positioned under ceasefire deal

According to the deal, the Israeli army currently occupies about 40 active military positions in the Gaza Strip outside the yellow line, the invisible boundary established during the first phase of the ceasefire, to which its troops were required to move, according to an analysis by Al Jazeera’s fact-checking agency Sanad’s Sanad-based Sanad.

Israel’s occupation of 58 percent of Gaza is still being maintained, according to the images, which also highlight the improvements made to several of these facilities.

Every governorate has at least one military position, despite the majority of its sites concentrated in southern Gaza. Some sites are constructed on war-era bases, while others are brand-new. Each governorate has a total of :

  • 9 North Gaza
  • Gaza City: 6
  • Deir el-Balah: 1
  • 11 by Khan Younis
  • Rafah: 13

On top of al-Muntar Hill in Gaza City’s Shujayea neighborhood, one of the most prominent military installations is located there. The base is being paved and asphalted, according to a comparison of images taken between September 21 and October 14.

The invisible yellow line has vanished.

Nearly 100 Palestinians have been killed in Israeli attacks across the Strip since the ceasefire started, with some involving near the yellow line.

According to Gaza’s Civil Defense, Israeli forces murdered 11 members of the Abu Shaaban family on October 18 in the Zeitoun neighborhood of Gaza City. When the family attempted to return home and inspect the vehicle, the Israeli military opened fire on it, killing seven children and three women.

A “suspicious vehicle” that had crossed the so-called yellow line was shot at by Israeli soldiers, according to the Israeli military. Many Palestinians are unable to locate this invisible boundary because there are no physical markers for it. Israel Katz, the army’s defense minister, has since stated that visual signs will be put up to indicate the location of the line.

More than half of the Gaza Strip is still under Israeli control during the first ceasefire, with additional areas still under Israeli military control. Residents of Beit Lahiya, Beit Hanoon, Shujayea, Tuffah, Zeitoun, the majority of Khan Younis, and Rafah City as a result of this have been prevented from returning home.

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What steps will Trump’s 20-point plan for Gaza take next?

Israel will withdraw its forces in three phases, as depicted on a crude map that comes with a different color, according to the 20-point plan released by American President Donald Trump and Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu on September 29 and was created without the consent of any Palestinians.

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    Initial withdrawal (yellow line): In the initial phase, Israeli forces retreated to the map’s yellow line. Has released all of the dead bodies of Israeli prisoners who were in Gaza and the majority of the dead bodies of those who had already been released.

  • Israeli forces will withdraw further to the line marked in red, reducing their direct presence in Gaza, while an International Stabilization Force (ISF) will be mobilized during the second phase to oversee security and support Palestinian policing.
  • Third withdrawal (security buffer zone): In the final stage, Israeli forces will return to a designated “security buffer zone,” leaving only Gaza under Israeli military rule, while an international administrative body oversees the transitional period and governance.

Palestinians will remain in a smaller area than before the third withdrawal phase, continuing Israel’s rule over Gaza and its citizens.

The implementation of the plan, the precise boundaries of Palestinian territory, the timing and scope of Israeli withdrawals, the ISF’s role, and the long-term effects for Palestinians in Gaza and the occupied West Bank are all still a mystery.

Strictly’s Gorka Marquez issues plea to Gemma Atkinson amid separate bedrooms dilemma

Although they first met on Strictly Come Dancing in 2017, Gemma Atkinson and Gorka Marquez recently experienced conflict at their family home.

Gorka Marquez had a plea for Gemma Atkinson after a nighttime struggle. The couple, who met on Strictly Come Dancing in 2017, recently welcomed a new dog into their lives.

Shortly before Gorka’s Speakeasy tour with fellow Strictly professional Karen Hauer, the couple took goldendoodle puppy Benji home in May. While Gorka was away from the family home, Gemma revealed that the pup “fell like a shadow.”

Benji even began sleeping on the couple’s bed with Gemma. On the couple’s Lost in Translation podcast, Gorka revealed Benji now jumps on him and “licks his ear” during the night, sometimes even landing awkwardly as he leaps back onto the bed.

He continued, “Benji has become used to being in the bed with us all night and jumps in and out in the middle of the night since I came home, because I was away for six weeks and I knew this would happen.” Although it’s cute and lovely, consider how you’re deep asleep and he’s licking your ear when he jumps at three in the morning.

It’s not nice, they say. He jumps, but he is unsure of where to land when he does so. And a few times, he has landed on my tiny crackers. And falling asleep is very painful. “

Benji “sleeps a lot of his night” on the floor next to the couple’s bed, Gemma claims. He wasn’t big enough to jump on the bed when you left because you had seven weeks away, she said. He now resembles a big dog. He is, however, devoted to me.

She continued, “Benji slept on the floor next to my side of the bed and he loved it.” He won’t stay on the bed all night, though. He enters when we are getting into bed, sits with us for ten minutes, and then falls to the floor.

He spends the majority of the night lying on the floor. Only if I get to the bathroom and he follows me there and kneels next to me when I’m weeing. Then, he’ll return to bed with me.

However, Gorka claims that Benji recently snuck his spot in the bed while he was settling their son, Thomas, at 5:30 am. Although Gemma claims the couple can only currently leave the dog downstairs, he might “cry all night” she fears.

Wait until we get another one, Gemma continued. Gorka jokingly responded, “Then I leave then.”

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When Gorka first returned from the tour, he revealed that he had pleaded with Gemma. He said, “First week home, I had a terrible night of sleep, and I told her, Gemma, we can’t have this, and Benji can’t keep sleeping on the bed,” and she said, “Well you can go in the spare room.” So, nice, great, that’s what will happen.

Gorka, according to Gemma, “sleeps better” when he is sleeping alone. She continued, “Some couples do that, some couples have separate bedrooms, but that doesn’t mean they don’t love one another any less.”