Heartbroken Holly Hagan says she’s plagued with guilt over sister Darci’s death at 19

Former Geordie Shore star Holly Hagan has opened up about her overwhelming guilt after the death of her 19-year-old sister Darci from a drugs overdose

Holly Hagan has said she feels “guilty” over the tragic death of her sister. The former Geordie Shore star recently lost her half-sister, Darci, who died in October at the age of 19 following an accidental drug overdose. The teenager passed away 48 hours after taking crystal MDMA.

Holly is expecting her second child with footballer husband Jacob Blyth, and has opened up about the devastation she feels at the loss. The reality TV star says she feels an overwhelming sense of guilt and regret that she did not warn her sister about the dangers of taking drugs the night she fatally overdosed at Warehouse Project in Manchester.

She told the Mail: “The grief I have for Darci is guilt. When good things are happening to me and the life I have been able to live, not that it hasn’t come with difficulties sometimes, but I have been so lucky overall.

“I have the perfect man, I have a child, I am pregnant, I got married, and I have been on the holidays. My life hadn’t even started at 19 and she doesn’t even have the chance to see any of it. Every event that she was a part of was mine.

“The guilt that the only thing she had was her prom. It breaks my heart because it’s not fair. What is the purpose? What’s the lesson in all of this?”

Holly also said that Darci “had a lot to live for” and that her biggest regret was “not messaging her that night” to tell her to be careful with the substances she was consuming. Darci had done drugs in the past but had never consumed MDMA in its crystal form.

She added: “Darci had a lot to live for, she had just passed her theory test, she was looking to get a little car, she said all she wanted to do was go to Starbucks and get a matcha and listen to her music, she worked as a cocktail waitress, which she loved.”

But Holly also admitted that she doesn’t know if there’s “anything she could have done to change anything.” She added: “She’s in a dark club and being naïve and not realising how much a quantity is because she’s never taken a version of this drug before, she has poured it into her drink.

“Her friend said there was still a lot left but if you have seen that drug before you know it comes in powder and there are rocks in there as well. What happened is possibly the bigger rocks had gone into her drink, and it still looked like there was a lot left in the bag, but it was enough for it to be an overdose.”

The two girls’ stepdad, John, had driven Darci and her best friend to Manchester for the night out. Holly and her son Alpha-Jax were planning to meet with John and Darci the next day.

Holly also shared how she knew something was drastically wrong when she was woken by a light knock at her door and discovered she had 130 missed calls on her phone, as her heart sank.

She said: “The first message I saw was in capital letters, saying, ‘We are with your sister, you need to get to Manchester Royal Infirmary right now, please call us back’, and that was at 2am. My whole body was in fight mode; I sat on the toilet shaking.”

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Holly then shared her praise for the “phenomenal” care that the medical staff at the Manchester Royal Infirmary provided. She said the support could not have been better and that although it was “traumatic”, it was “so comforting” knowing she was “in the best hands.”

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I’m A Celeb’s Angry Ginge did ‘the one thing’ his family ordered him not to do in camp

Angry Ginge, whose real name is Morgan Burtwistle, went against his family’s wishes and did the ‘one thing’ his family asked him not to do in camp as his sister speaks out

I’m A Celeb’s Angry Ginge, who has made it into the final of the ITV show, has done the “one thing” his family asked him not to do in camp. Angry Ginge’s sister Tasha has made a big admission as her brother bids for the I’m A Celebrity crown.

The social media star from Manchester, whose real name is Morgan Burtwistle, is favourite to be crowned King of the Jungle as the ITV series comes to a close, and his sister has now spoken up on the iconic sweet-gate moment.

Ginge, Aitch and Kelly Brook had won 20 milk-bottle sweets for camp and sneakily decided to keep half for themselves, eating them before returning to base after winning a Dingo Dollar challenge.

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His sister Tasha said on the action: “It was literally the one thing we told him not to do though! But I guess that’s what makes it even funnier.”

At the time Ginge tried to argue that it was “only fair” that they ate extra sweets as they won the challenge. He also tried to pin it on campmate Kelly as he told the camp: “But Kelly is the blame for it, I will say that. You’ll see when you get out!”

Ginge’s sister Tasha also opened up on how much the experience would mean to her brother, as it was on his ‘bucket list’. She said: “[It is] Something he never thought he’d actually get to do, so I was just really happy for him.”

Tasha had a brief taste of camp earlier this week as relatives surprised campmates and sinhe now gushed over her pride of her sibling’s achievement. She admitted she is thrilled with how far he has come in his career already, saying he is “smashing it”.

Tasha admits watching her brother on TV has been “amazing and honestly hilarious,” claiming “he’s surprised me with all the things he’s done in there”. She gushed: “I couldn’t be any prouder of him.”

And when it comes to winning the show, Tasha reveals she knows how much it would mean to the star. “He’s gone in as ‘the streamer’ and look at him now!” she added after saying her brother wouldn’t have expected such success.

We will soon know who the winner is and will find out during a long final. Sunday’s main episode has a runtime of one hour and 40 minutes, airing from 9pm to 10:40pm on ITV1. Then, an extra-long episode of Unpacked will air for just over an hour on ITV 2 from 10:40 to 11:45.

This totals two hours and 45 minutes of TV, which is 20 minutes longer than every other I’m A Celeb and Unpacked double bill. The episodes will crown one of the remaining celebs as King or Queen of the Jungle.

During the final episode, the three finalists will face one last Bushtucker trial each to win stars for a banquet in the evening. Reports claim that the final challenge will be the ‘worst’ as bosses saved the ‘worst for last’.

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I’m A Celebrity…Get Me Out of Here! continues tonight at 9pm on ITV1 and ITVX.

Lewis Cope’s truth about West End past as he makes shock exit on Strictly’s musical week

Strictly Come Dancing and Emmerdale star Lewis Cope dismissed claims about having an advantage on the show ahead of his surprise exit from the competition

Strictly Come Dancing contestant Lewis Cope has hit back at claims he’s a professional dancer, insisting he “wasn’t good enough” to land the lead role in Billy Elliot. The 30-year-old has found himself repeatedly having to defend his place on the BBC dance competition after his musical theatre past came to light, with critics arguing he holds an unfair edge over his fellow contestants.

This type of controversy rears its head virtually every series, with some viewers calling for a blanket ban on anyone with performance experience.

Addressing the accusations in an interview with The i Paper last month, he said: “First of all, if you look at the contestants over the years, I don’t think that’s ever been a rule.

“But, also, I’ve done no training as a dancer. I’m definitely not a professional. I guess it’s a bit of a compliment that people are calling me one.”

Lewis previously appeared in Billy Elliot The Musical, which opened doors to acting gigs on Emmerdale and Vera. Despite his stage and screen credentials, the performer maintains he’s nowhere near “a professional” dancer.

“I wasn’t good enough to play Billy, so I played his mate Michael – I did one tap dance on stage, that was it,” he explained.

“After that, I was in a hip-hop dance crew for a couple of years, but we were just six lads from Hartlepool in an amateur group.

“Then I went to train as an actor for three years, and that’s what I’ve been doing since.”

Last night, Lewis and his professional partner Katya Jones delivered a Salsa to Dance at the Gym from West Side Story during Musicals Week.

Whilst many viewers applauded their performance, the judging panel felt it fell short of a perfect 40, suggesting it wasn’t his strongest routine.

In a surprising turn of events, Lewis became the ninth celebrity eliminated from the competition after losing the dance-off to Amber Davies. Reflecting on his journey, he shared with presenter Tess Daly: “It’s been more than I could have ever wished for.

“If someone would have said that I’d have done 11 weeks on the show at the beginning, I’d have been over the moon and snap their hand off.

“So, thank you to the full show, to everyone for having a space where people can be themselves, grow, learn, express themselves.

“It’s been incredible and a memory that I’ll have for the rest of my life, and [to Katya] I think it’s all down to you.

“You’ve literally given me absolutely everything I could wish for as a friend, as a teacher, and yeah, I couldn’t imagine it with anybody else. So, thank you very much.”

The four remaining pairs – Amber and Nikita, Karen Carney and Carlos Gu, George Clarke and Alexis Warr, plus Balvinder Sopal and Julian Caillon – will battle it out next week for a place in the grand final.

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Strictly fix row as TV special star was ‘trained by judge Anton Du Beke’ as a child

Strictly Come Dancing faces a fresh row after a star of the Christmas special of the series wasrevealed to have undergone professional dance training as a child

A Strictly fix row has emerged over ignited after it was revealed that Scarlett Moffat, who is set to star in the Christmas special, was trained by one of the judges in the past. Scarlett, 35, was the first celebrity to be announced for the festive special after years of being linked to the show.

The popular TV personality is a major signing – but show insiders are reportedly angry that she is on the line-up because she was trained by Anton Du Beke as a child. She has already emerged as the favourite to win the Christmas glitterball due to her strong dancing experience.

A Strictly insider said: “Scarlett is a trained dancer, she is so good at it and spent much of her childhood doing ballroom and Latin dancing. Anton even helped her and now he will be judging her against others. It all feels very unfair.”

They continued to the Mail: “She will surely be the runaway winner and then the BBC will be desperate to sign her for the 2026 series. How would you feel if you were one of the others?”

Scarlett took part in national dance competitions as a child but stopped competing after going to university in York, where she replaced ballroom with drunken nights out. While she is already a favourite to win, Scarlett has insisted that she hasn’t picked up where she left off.

Speaking to The Sun this week, she explained: “It’s funny because I think in my brain, ‘oh yeah, that’s what I’m doing’. But then I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror and I’m like, ‘oh, something’s not connected’.

“Because in my head I’m doing the moves that he’s saying. But then I look in the mirror and I’m like, ‘oh, that isn’t what I thought I would look like doing that’. I’m just having fun, and I think that’s the main thing, especially for the Strictly Christmas special. It’s the sheer joy of it.”

Scarlett returned to a competitive ballroom for the first time in 15 years at Blackpool‘s Winter Gardens in October 2024, achieving two 2nd places and two 3rd places with her dance partner Craig Andrew.

Scarlett – who gave birth to her son Jude by C-section in 2023 – told fans she’d “never been so nervous but so proud of myself” after returning to her childhood hobby.

She will now continue her dance journey while coupled with Italian Strictly professional dancer Vito Coppola. Vito, 33, previously won the Glitterball alongside Ellie Leach, and made it to the Strictly final on two other occasions.

Vito also won the Italian version of the show in the sole season he took part in. Scarlett revealed that she was desperately hoping to be paired with him, and was delighted when she got her wish, admitting, “there’s something about the way that he dances and his energy“.

Scarlett is currently preparing for her Strictly stint while rehearsing for panto in Northwich as the Spirit of the Ring in Aladdin.

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Furious Strictly Come Dancing fans threaten to ‘switch off’ in outrage over latest exit

It was always going to be a tough night for fans of the BBC1 show but the celebrity voted out of the quarter finals proved hugely controversial

Furious fans threatened to boycott Strictly Come Dancing tonight as one of the favourites to lift the glitterball trophy unexpectedly got their marching orders from the show.

Former Emmerdale star Lewis Cope became the latest star to be voted off, following a dance-off with Amber Davies and Nikita Kuzmin in which the judges unanimously chose to save Amber. Some viewers were left so enraged by his departure ahead of next week’s semi-final, after the judges ruled his salsa was “not his best” effort, that they vowed to stop watching. Lewis’s devastated pro partner Katya Jones clearly agreed that his exit was too early as she branded him “the best male celebrity we’ve ever had on the show”.

Viewer Alan Price said he was devastated to see Lewis, 30, leave the competition – and would no longer be watching as a result. “Lewis has been exceptional all the way through. I’v enjoyed watching him perform but will switch off from the show now.”

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Lynne Dudfield agreed: “Totally fixed. Will not be watching any more.” Elaine Smith believes that being too good from the start had worked against him, sighing: “He was never going to be allowed to win but he is my winner anyway.” And Vivienne Hinds agreed: “The audience would pay to go and see any show he is in – would not go and see the rest. He has made this series, totally.”

But other audience members said it was the right decision because he “wasn’t on top form” and also had an “awful song”. Lewis and Katya’s exit came after they scored the first full marks of the series with their Couple’s Choice routine to Radiohead’s Creep during the Halloween special, which got four 10s from the judges.

In tonight’s results programme Katya told him: “I think you have created so many moments for Strictly Come Dancing that will be in the history books and you will be remembered as one of, if not, the best male celebrity we’ve ever had on the show, but also you will be remembered for being an incredible person you are. Kind and genuine people still exist – what a gentleman you are, so humble. I’m so glad that we had a chance to showcase your talent and what a beautiful person you are to the world.”

The result, in Musicals Week, was a foregone conclusion because Amber and Nikita had already scored a perfect 40 on Saturday for their Charleston to a song from Guys and Dolls, while Lewis’s salsa to Dance at the Gym from West Side Story was criticised for having several flaws, particularly by Craig Revel Horwood and head judge Shirley Ballas.

Amber, 29, now waltzes into next week’s semi-final alongside George Clarke, 26, who is the last male celebrity left standing, plus Balvinder Sopal, 47, and Karen Carney, 38. When asked by host Tess Daly about his time on the show, Lewis said: “It’s been more than I could have ever wished for. If someone would have said that I’d have done 11 weeks at the beginning, I’d have been over the moon and snapped their hand off.”

Speaking to Katya he added: “It’s been incredible and a memory that I’ll have for the rest of my life, and I think it’s all down to you. You’ve literally given me absolutely everything I could wish for as a friend, as a teacher. I couldn’t imagine it with anybody else so thank you very much.”

Quizzed on the support he’s received and the impact he’s hoping for, Lewis said: “It’s everything, isn’t it? I mean, what is life without people? And this show, I’ve seen how it’s brought people together, not just in my family, but it seems to lift people up. And it’s definitely brought my family, four generations, together every Saturday night – my Nana Dot sitting there smiling all the time.

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“You know, young boys who thought that dancing wasn’t accessible for them or whatever. They’ve started dancing now and have sent us videos. You know, if you can change one person’s life like that, then that’s enough.”

Kylie Minogue and Five will perform during next week’s semi final on Saturday, which kicks off on BBC1 at 6.35pm.

Amber Davies issues desperate plea to Strictly fans ‘I wasn’t even supposed to be on the show’

Amber Davies has hit back at critics after received four 10s on Strictly Come Dancing last night, pleading with viewers to “be kind” following criticism of her dance experience

Strictly Come Dancing star Amber Davies has pleaded with fans to “be kind” after receiving criticism over her dance experience, saying: “I wasn’t even supposed to be in the competition.” The West End star received four 10s from the judges after her Charleston to Sit Down, You’re Rockin’ the Boat from Guys and Dolls.

She topped the leaderboard alongside her professional dance partner Nikita Kuzmin and received glowing comments from the judges. However, after receiving criticism from trolls following her performance, the star took to Instagram with a request to her fans.

“Guys, please…it’s really is just a television show,” she wrote on her Instagram story. “I wasn’t even supposed to be in the comp.

“You have no idea what we put our mind and body through for this experience.. I’m really just trying my best with the opportunity that came to me. To anyone who has left a NICE comment thank you. Xx.”

Alongside the text, she also wrote: “The meanies are out to play. Please be kind.”

The 29-year-old filled in for Love Island’s Dani Dyer after she was forced to pull out of the competition. The reality star injured herself shortly after the launch show, but was quickly replaced by Amber ahead of the first week.

Since joining the show, some viewers have criticised Amber being on the line-up due to her performance background – having starred in West End shows of 9 to 5: The Musical, Back to the Future: The Musical and The Great Gatsby.

Commenting on a clip of last night’s performance with Nikita, some viewers accused her of having an advantage in the competition. “An amazing dance but she’s had an advantage as already performed in a few musicals. Strictly to me is about taking a complete novice like George & Karen and turning them into dancers. George & Karen pulled it out the bag tonight,” one person wrote.

Another commented: “Well she waa jn the Great Gatsby this year..of course she can dance,” alongside eye roll emoji.

Other fans have rallied around the star, writing: “Amber, you are amazing! Incredibly talented and completely deserved of all your success. You and Nikita are my winners, no matter what happens x.”

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“Wtf. Im shocked at the hate. You Amber were magnificent. The night belonged to you,” a second wrote.

A third said: “Wow wow I can’t stop watching this performance by @amb_d and @nikita__kuzmin It’s absolutely brilliant!!!!!!”