Victoria Beckham says documentary is like ‘a year’s therapy’ after eating disorder admission

The former Spice Girl star turned fashion mogul Victoria Beckham looks back over the ups and downs of life in a three part series for Netflix, following her husband’s docuseries

Victoria Beckham has claimed making her new Netflix documentary is the equivalent to “a year of therapy” after she spoke about her past demons for the first time.

The former Spice Girl and fashion designer opens up about her eating disorder and business failures for the cameras. And far from finding it traumatic, Victoria believes the process has changed her for the better.

Victoria, 51, said: “When I did my master interviews, of which there were quite a few, it was the first time I’ve ever been forced to look back. Sometimes it made me smile, sometimes it was frustrating because I’m trying to remember things that maybe I’ve blocked out, there’s a few triggers along the way. This has been like a year’s therapy for me. I feel that I went into this process calling myself a control freak and I’ve come out the other end a reformed control freak. I haven’t had the control with this documentary that I have with most elements of my life, and I feel much more content coming out the other end.”

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Victoria also said in the interview to accompany the Netflix documentary that she hopes her story can inspire others.

She said: “When I reflected on not just the Spice Girls, but my family growing up, my journey from when I was very small, I really was an underdog. If my story can inspire anyone along the way, to really not take no for an answer, to believe in themselves, not be afraid of the hard work, understand that you’re going to get knocked.

“I’ve been knocked so many times and I just bounce back up again and that doesn’t come without its challenges on you physically, mentally, emotionally, so I’d say I’ve been very honest about all of these things.”

The three part Netflix series sees Victoria and husband David discuss some areas of her life for the first time in depth.

Looking back to one tough time, Victoria said: “I really started to doubt myself and not like myself, you know, and because I let it affect me, I didn’t know what I saw when I looked in the mirror.

“You lose all sense of reality. I was just very critical of myself. I didn’t like what I saw. I’ve been everything from porky posh to skinny posh. I mean, you know, it’s been a lot, and that’s hard. I had no control over what was being written about me, pictures that were being taken.

“And I suppose I wanted to control that, you know, I could control it with the clothing. I could control my weight, and I was controlling it in an incredibly unhealthy way. When you have an eating disorder, you become very good at lying.

“And I was never honest about it with my parents. I never talked about it publicly. It really affects you when you’re being told constantly you’re not good enough, and I suppose that’s been with me my whole life.”

The three part series follows Victoria from the teenager who restyled her school uniform, to the Spice Girl who fought to be accepted by a notoriously demanding fashion industry.

* Three part series Victoria Beckham is out now on Netflix.

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Sharon Osbourne fans in tears by Ozzy birthday gesture in re-surfaced clip

A video has resurfaced online showing Ozzy Osbourne surprising his wife Sharon Osbourne on her birthday, and fans were left in tears by the gesture which has resurfaced on Facebook

A touching gesture from Ozzy Osbourne to his wife Sharon has left fans emotional after a resurfaced video went viral online. The Black Sabbath had always made his love for Sharon clear, and a surprise on her birthday was a real treat. Ozzy, who sadly passed away at the age of 76 on 22 July this year, would always charm fans with his appearances.

The spontaneous moment occurred on a talk show that Sharon was attending, when suddenly one of her husband’s hit songs started playing. The surprise saw Ozzy walk onto the show with a bouquet of flowers for Sharon, who was genuinely taken aback to see the Iron Man songwriter.

Fans were thrilled by the appearance, and even years after the touching moment, viewers are saying it encapsulates the couple’s marriage.

A video has now resurfaced as Sharon celebrates her 73rd birthday today (October 9). It also included a statement suggesting it showed a “softer” side to the Prince of Darkness.

It reads: “Ozzy Osbourne surprises his beloved Sharon on her birthday during a women’s talk show – a gesture that showed the softer side of the Prince of Darkness.”

Fans were moved to tears by the video, with the poignant clip recently shared online. One person wrote: “Seen this 100 times and I still cry.”

Another added: “She loves him so much and he lovers her so much. I hope everyone finds this kind of love.” Others were left thrilled by Sharon Osbourne’s reaction to the surprise appearance of her husband, saying it is “priceless”.

One person wrote: “Her face when Ozzy’s music hit. Pure perfection. Ozzy is the goat.”

Another added: “This never gets old! He adored her! It showed in the way he treated her. I know they had rough times but he adored her!”.

A third shared: “I love the look on her face. So much love in just her expression. My heart aches for her right now.”

However, Osbourne’s gentler nature wasn’t extended to fellow musicians, with the Prince of Darkness revealing one respected artist was “too cold”.

During the early ’80s, Yngwie Malmsteen was already making waves with his lightning-fast playing, pinpoint accuracy, and scale-heavy solo performances. Whilst he possessed exceptional technical abilities, Osbourne felt there could be too much of a good thing.

“There are guys who’ll go wingly-wangly up and down the fretboard, and some have emotions and others don’t,” he told Guitar World Magazine.

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“This Yngwie Malmsteen guy must have the capability to do some amazing things, but it’s too cold, it’s too much for the mind to take in.”

Ron Dean dead: Risky Business and The Breakfast Club star dies as wife pays tribute

Ron Dean has died at the age of 87. The actor – who starred in the likes of Risky Business and The Breakfast Club – peacefully died alongside his family and loved ones.

The actor’s partner Maggie Neff shared: “He passed at exactly 4pm, after his beloved sisters had said their goodbyes. He hung on like a warrior to say goodbye to his little sisters. Then we were alone, and in my arms, I held his hand, and he trusted me when I told him that it was alright to let go. What an honour!”

Ron was born in Chicago in 1938 and he became well known for his early portrayals of police officers and other military officials. In one of his key roles, he played a detective alongside Tom Cruise in Risky Business.






Ron starred in The Breakfast Club
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He also had a key role in The Breakfast Club, where he played Mr Clark, the father of Andy Clark – which was portrayed by actor Emilio Estevez. The movie was a hit of the 1980s.

Ron also had roles in movies including Light of Day, The Fugitive, The Client as well as a part in Hollywood blockbuster The Dark Knight. He appeared in various TV shows including Frasier, Murder, She Wrote, ER, The West Wing and Cold Case.

Maggie described her and Ron as “kindred spirits”. She told People: “Ron and I were/are kindred spirits. Our connection was instantaneous and remained so for nearly four decades.

“The love between us was unconditional and permanent. We locked horns many times over the years, but there was never any question that we would be there for each other in our hour of need. And we always were.”






Ron appeared in movies and TV shows and also on the stage


Ron appeared in movies and TV shows and also on the stage
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She added: “It’s hard to capture what an extraordinary human being Ron was. One glamorous woman friend of Ron’s once told me that she’d rather grab a hot dog with Ron Dean than have a fancy dinner with some rich bloke. I have always felt the same way.”

Director Andrew Davis, who worked with Dean on The Fugitive added in a statement to Deadline: “Ron Dean was my dear friend and a tremendous actor. He was the essence of what Chicago talent represented. Having a very troubled youth Ron turned his life around to have a wonderful career as a loving, decent human being and respected talent.”

Tributes have also flooded in from movie fans, with one writing: “He was a Chicago cop in every single movie that included Chicago cops for about 40 years.” Another added: “Very good in The Fugitive and The Dark Knight.”

A third shared: “RIP Ron Dean. You will be remembered for that role which only you could have done in The Breakfast Club.”

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Claudia Winkleman’s exact The Traitor’s waterproof boots are a must-have for autumn styling

The first episode of The Celebrity Traitors hit screens last night, and while viewers are abuzz about the iconic TV show’s return, some of us are can’t wait to copy Claudia’s chic and practical autumn style

Celebrity Traitors officially began on BBC One last night – with host Claudia Winkleman picking three of the 19 stars to be her first batch of famous Traitors.

The spin-off of the hit BBC show sees a stellar line-up of 19 celebrities attempt to win £100,000 for their chosen charity by either quietly eliminating the competition as a Traitor or weeding out the murderers as a Faithful.

Amidst the drama that the program promises viewers, some fans will be just as eager to see the season of Claudia’s autumnal style inspo start with a bang, as she donned her first iconic look of the series.

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The Celebrity Traitors kicked off yesterday evening with camp chaos as host Claudia Winkleman picked the first-ever famous Traitors to take part in the UK show.

Claudia’s stylist, Sinead McKeefry, took to Instagram to reveal to fans where they too could shop for Claudia’s awe-inspiring outfit. Though the coat, which retails for over £2000, may be outside of the average fan’s budget, Claudia’s boots come with a relatively affordable price tag. And right now, those keen to emulate Claudia’s ensemble can still pick up her exact boots in most sizes.

Claudia’s Wellington Boots from Hunter are the perfect blend of practical and stylish, ensuring a chic finish to any outfit as you brave the outdoors this autumn and winter.

Boasting a slimmer fit to flatter the leg, and accent detailing that gives these boots a luxury look, the Refined Tall Riding Wellington boot features a tailored topline and is constructed from fewer rubber layers for a more lightweight feel.

Handcrafted and fully waterproof, Claudia’s equestrian boot features a matte two-tone finish that seamlessly blends practicality and style for a chic riding look.

Still in stock in sizes 3 to 9, shoppers who want to bag themselves a pair of Claudia’s covetable boots may want to hurry, as there’s no telling how long your size will last. These boots retail for £145 on Hunter’s own website.

For those seeking more budget-friendly alternatives and are willing to compromise on the two-tone design, we’ve found several other riding boots worth considering. For instance, Next has these Lipsy Black Standard fit Flat Long Knee High Faux Leather Riding Boots for £75, and Schuh is offering a similar pair of Dory Riding in Black for £55.

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If you don’t mind splashing a bit more cash, head over to Dune London to find these Tayla – Black Leather Stretch Knee-High Boots for £159.

Kate Garraway ‘mortified’ by Celebrity Traitors stars’ brutal comments behind back

Kate Garraway has revealed that last night’s episode of The Celebrity Traitors left her ‘mortified’ as she discovered what her co-stars had been saying about her. The BBC One spin-off kicked off last night, with 19 stars arriving at the iconic Scottish castle to play the popular game.

Hosted by Claudia Winkleman, the show sees the likes of Jonathan Ross, Alan Carr, Charlotte Church, Cat Burns, Tom Daley, Celia Imrie and other stars attempt to win up to £100,000 for their selected charity. Viewers will know that Kate is not a Traitor after last night’s premiere, however her co-stars were not convinced at the time of filming – with many suspecting her.

In one scene, Clare Balding was referring to Kate when she told Charlotte after the Traitors were chosen: “There’s someone who’s overdoing it on the reaction.” Charlotte added: “Interesting.”






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Later in the episode, after Kate won an immunity shield, actor Ruth Codd told a few other members of the cast: “I’m not certain at all but I am suspicious of Kate a little bit.”

When Tom pointed out that she didn’t have her shield out throughout the challenge – where you could surrender your shield to move the group further in the task – Ruth added: “I just think ordinarily she would strike me as the type of person who would give up a shield.”

Speaking to co-host Ed Balls and entertainment guest Melvin Odoom on Good Morning Britain, Kate said: “It’s fascinating because I didn’t know what they’d all been saying about me yesterday. Mortifying! I’m with you on this journey.”

She added: “The first task we had to do was pull up at the ceremony, there were grave stones with all our names on and we had to dig in the soil to find out shield.

“I was amazed at just how much I lost all respect and dignity. I went like a frenzy, like some crazy Labrador Retriever.”

Kate went onto to share her shock at the fact that some of her co-stars thought she was a Traitor. “What I didn’t realise, until last night, is right from the get go – people thought it was me,” she said. “I thought they thought I was a delight!”

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Victoria Beckham reveals real reason she doesn’t smile – and it involves David

Former Spice Girl Victoria Beckham has revealed the part husband David Beckham played in her creating her steely pose in which she rarely smiles for the camera

Victoria Beckham’s trademark pout has become symbolic with her appearance over the years. The singer and fashion guru, 51, is well known for her steely look on the catwalks and red carpets and is rarely spotted cracking a smile.

However, while her trademark look has long been speculated, the former Spice Girl has finally revealed the real reason behind keeping her teeth under wraps. Sorry David, but she’s gunning for you.

Victoria’s latest project sees her appear in her self-titled Netflix docuseries and she spills the beans on a number of the family’s most personal details. And this also includes her lack of smiling.

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She insists her look was simply formed after husband David stood on her “good side”. She said: “Here’s a fact, I’ve looked miserable for all these years because when we stand on the red carpet, this guy has always [stood] on the left.

“Now I didn’t realise that when I smile – which I do! – I smile from the left, because if I smile from the right, I look unwell. So I’m smiling on the inside but no one ever sees it – so that’s why I look so moody.”

As well as the admission about David’s positioning, Victoria later revealed it may have been a confidence thing at times. She said she was left feeling as though she didn’t want to smile after losing her way following the split of the Spice Girls in 2000.

As her solo career failed to hit the same heights, Victoria said people questioning her next moves began to take a toll on her. “I’d be lying if I said I was the best singer or dancer,” she said. “But when people are mean and you’re hearing things and you’re seeing things and you’re constantly made to feel you’re not good enough, that really hurts. I became so self conscious.”

She later added: “The minute i see a camera, I change. The barrier goes up, my armour goes on and that’s when the miserable cow who doesn’t smile comes out.

“I’m so conscious of that and I don’t like that, I’d rather not be that person. I’d love to have the confidence to walk out of a restaurant and smile but I just can’t do it.'”

And her change in persona was also noted by David who said he could see her confidence and bubbly side slowly disappearing.

Elsewhere on the series, Victoria admitted she became “good at lying” as she revealed how she was able to hide an eating disorder. The mum-of-four explained that she stopped eating because she was felt unable to control what others were saying about her during the height of her fame, but “I can control my weight”.

She revealed how she tried to control the narrative about what was being reported about her: “I could control it with the clothing, I could control it with my weight and I was controlling it in an extremely unhealthy way.

“When you have an eating disorder you become very good at lying and I was never honest about it with my parents.”

Victoria Beckham is available to stream on Netflix now.

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