Vicky Pattison sobs as she says ‘I can’t add kids to my dumpster fire life’

Vicky Pattison, a former Geordie Shore star, admitted to being afraid of welcoming children into her life in a very open post.

Vicky Pattison was left in tears as she shared her candid admission (Image: @vickypattison/Instagram)

Vicky Pattison has admitted to being “constantly exhausted” and “always crying about something”. The Geordie Shore star shared a candid look into her life and how she juggles being in the public eye.

She revealed her fears about having children and welcoming them into her little world with husband Ercan Ramadan. Vicky, 37, has long been open on her ongoing battles with premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD), which she says turns her into “someone she doesn’t recognise”.

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The couple have had a whirlwind romance having wed six months ago in Puglia, Italy, which followed an official ceremony in London last August. Vicky has since revealed their thoughts on having children after freezing her eggs two years ago.

She recently revealed they are thinking of starting trying for kids in the next year or two, yet has admitted her fears of welcoming them into her life.

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Vicky shared photos from her ‘real life’(Image: @vickypattison/Instagram)

Vicky shared a number of raw and honest images of her feeling a range of emotions in a very honest social media post. She continued, “Timeline was looking a little too glam, so I thought I’d give you a cross-section of photos of me 90% of the time.”

Some of her crying, eating, laughing, sleeping, and getting ready photos were captured behind the scenes. You’d be forgiven for thinking everyone has their sh*t together, Vicky declared in a press release.

Because “from the moment you sign up for Instagram,” you are bombarded with beautiful skin, neat homes, happy relationships, and perfect bodies. However, it’s bulls**t because none of us always look great and, in fact, none of us are even remotely aware of what we’re doing.

She continued, “Most of us are just winging it, hoping for the best and praying that everyone around us doesn’t realize.” But isn’t it tiring, is it? You’ll never feel good enough if you keep up that ideal of perfection and the danger is that you’ll never feel good enough.

Vicky continued, “I don’t know about you, but I don’t want to look back on my life.” I felt like I spent the better part of it trying to impress strangers online, trying to be something else, making it seem like I have it all figured out, and putting myself in a position that makes other women feel small.

Vicky Pattison and Ercan
She wants to welcome children with her husband Ercan (Image: https://www.instagram.com/vickypattison/)

“So this is the REAL me.. constantly exhausted (& permanently terrified about how to manage adding children to this dumpster fire I practically survive every day), constantly crying about something, having a constant battle with my hormones, being hungover, hungover, insecure, wearing trackies, pale, anxious, and wrinkly…

The list goes on. But most of the time, I’m just this. Not the glamorous, polished, smiling, strong-looking woman who appears online to be very confident and confident.

Don’t put too much pressure on yourself by thinking that “life can be difficult and amp; the world is a terrifying place to be a woman right now… Because you’re doing great, most of what you see online is b*****ks.

She revealed her baby’s plans to OK after she left an open message. magazine . She laughed as she said, “My mother had me at age 30, which was back then, so if I can get one before I’m 40, I’ll be over the moon.”

“Everyone predicted that we would start trying for kids quite quickly, and we did! ” However, we’ll enjoy getting married for at least a year. A honeymoon would be great first, though!

“A little week in the Caribbean would be lovely. We’re just desperate to sleep in the same bed together. I sleep with the dogs [they have two] and he sleeps in the spare room!”

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A son of four boys, Ercan, would prefer a “football team,” while Vicky, who comes from a long line of women who have women, would imagine a daughter first.

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Rebecca Loos’ big plea to devastated Victoria Beckham after David ‘affair’

Rebecca Loos has insisted in a brand-new interview that she “never lied” about her claims that David Beckham and his wife Victoria Beckham were having an affair.

In what was one of the most talked-about celebrity scandals of the 2000s, Rebecca Loos claimed she and David Beckham carried on a “steamy affair” behind his wife’s back. And in a bombshell new interview, she has continued to insist that she wasn’t lying.

According to Rebecca, she and David embarked on a four-month fling back in 2004, while she was working as his PA and translator. At this point in time, David had just made the move to Madrid, while his Spice Girl wife, Victoria Beckham, remained in the UK with their children

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Footballing legend David has long dismissed the allegations as “ludicrous”, while the Beckhams jointly addressed this painful period in their 2023 Netflix documentary.

Rebecca has since made one more claim to Victoria, and she has now made a second one.

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Victoria and and David Beckham looking pensive
The showbiz power couple were rocked by Rebecca’s accusations back in 2004(Image: AFP via Getty Images)

In a recent interview with on 60 Minutes Australia, Rebecca described herself as “very brave” for coming forward with her allegations, stating: “In my opinion, it was a very brave thing to do to go up against them. I have stuck to the truth. I’ve never exaggerated.

I’ve never lied in any way. Why? Because I’m facing the media’s most powerful, strongest couple with the most money in the world for the best PR and best lawyers. And the truth was everything I had.

Rebecca conducted a number of follow-up interviews after her first-round of explosive allegations surfaced in 2004. She claimed in a sit-down interview that David and she shared the same sense of humor and that their chemistry was top-notch. She addressed his marriage, claiming that David reportedly missed his wife and was “lonely” in Spain, and that Loos insisted that she had no intention of ending their union.

When questioned about her thoughts on Victoria, she responded with the following: “No sympathy, please. She said, “I don’t expect any sympathy from her.” Without expecting any kind words of sympathy, I believe that doing what I have done is bad enough for me to do it. I’m confident that they will pass it. Before I even started dating them, I believe the issues with their marriage were. I have no intention of breaking up their marriage, especially if they have young children. I wish they would continue to be friends.

Back in December 2024, Rebecca, 47, extended an olive branch to the mum-of-four after addressing the double standards applied to men and women when it came to cheating. “The funny thing is, I got the s***, Victoria [Beckham] got the s***, David f****** never got any s***,” she told James English on his Anything Goes With podcast. “That’s the world we live in. That made me want to keep [saying] ‘hello, this is unfair’.”

Earlier that same year, yet more explosive claims about the alleged affair came to light in Tom Bower’s book The House of Beckham. The author revealed for the first time that Rebecca decided to speak out about their alleged affair after being appalled by David’s treatment of a waitress in Madrid. Bower suggested that David supposedly refusing to give a tip – then later handing over a wad of cash – was the “turning point for Loos realising Beckham’s double standards.”

In David’s Netflix documentary, Beckham, the couple touched upon how difficult life became for them after “horrible stories” broke about their personal life. David, 49, said: “There were some horrible stories that were difficult to deal with. It was the first time that me and Victoria had been put under that kind of pressure in our marriage.” Victoria, 50, agreed: “One hundred percent. It was the hardest period for us. Because it felt like the world was against us.”

David Beckham and Victoria Beckham posing on the red carpet
David described the couple’s marriage woes at the time of the alleged affair as feeling like he was ‘drowning’(Image: Gareth Cattermole/Getty Images)

If I’m being completely honest, the former Spice Girl continued, “And here’s the thing, we were against each other.” You’re aware that up until Madrid, things used to feel like we played against everyone else. But we shared a room. We had a connection. We were together. However, it didn’t really feel like we had any relationships while we were in Spain. That is depressing. I can’t even begin to explain how difficult it was for me.

From the age of 15 to 27 years old, David continued, “When I first moved to Spain, it was difficult because I’ve been a member of a family and a club my entire career. I quickly become a millionaire. I’m in a city the moment before it gets dark. I am not fluent in the native tongue. I didn’t have my family, which is even more important. The couple made a “make or break” trip to Courchevel, France, in April 2004. The candid documentary also includes footage of the trip.

Additionally, David compared their marriage issues to the experience of “drowning,” saying, “Each time we woke up, we felt, you know, there was something else, and I think we both felt at the time that we were, not losing each other, but drowning.

“Some days I would wake up and wonder, “How am I going to work?” What will I do when I enter that training pitch? How will I appear as though nothing is wrong? Every day, I felt physically ill. when I squinted. What will I do to accomplish this?

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Beckham continued, “I don’t know how we managed to get through it in all honesty,” when the director inquired about their future. I value Victoria above all else. It was incredibly challenging to witness her suffering. However, we fight. And we also had to fight for our families at the time. And it was worthwhile to fight for what we had. It’s our private life, after all.

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Rebecca Loos tells Victoria Beckham why they ‘need to stick together’ over David claims

Rebecca Loos asserted that she and Victoria Beckham are “not to blame” for the alleged fling and that she will “always” defend herself from “smears.”

Rebecca Loos has sent a message to Victoria Beckham suggesting they need to stick together and detailed why she will ‘continue to speak out’ over her claims she had an affair with her husband.

The pair reportedly had a fling in the 2000s, shortly after he married his wife. David has always denied anything happened but Rebecca has insisted she “never lied” about her alleged affair and stressed it was “very brave” for her to speak out about the alleged four-month dalliance.

Now the former PA says she will not let the matter drop because she wants David “to feel pain too” over the scandal that rocked the couple more than 20 years ago. Rebecca, speaking on 60 Minutes Australia, says has been left annoyed that any blame has been directed at herself, and former Spice Girl Victoria.

She continued, “There were terrible stories about this wife Victoria, and there were terrible stories about me.” Never did he have vile stories about him. Golden Balls was him. The man was him. Good for you to pat him on the back. Nothing about him has changed, but it was Victoria’s fault and my fault. We bear the sole responsibility.

David and Victoria have been married since 1999
David and Victoria were rocked by the claims made by their former PA(Image: AFP via Getty Images)

She explained to the station that she had always believed that it was better for her to make the claims in 2004 and that she had always had control over her. She continued, “It was a way for me to not get back at him but the way he treated me was very unfair, what he was getting away with, and that two-faced life.” I am aware of how important his reputation is to him. I suppose I should also want him to experience pain.

The claims were first made back in 2004 and David addressed the allegations in his recent Netflix documentary. He said at the time: “I don’t know how we got through it in all honesty. Victoria is everything to me. To see her hurt was incredibly difficult, but we’re fighters. We needed to fight for each other and for our family. What we had was worth fighting for.”

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Rebecca has been speaking on 60 Minutes Australia(Image: 60 Minutes/Nine)
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Victoria then added in her own interview as part of the documentary: “It felt like the world was against us. And here’s the thing – we were against each other if I’m being completely honest.” In response, Rebecca said that David was “indirectly suggesting” she had “made Victoria suffer”.

“Yes, the accounts were terrible, but they are true. In the documentary, he discusses how he ultimately views his private life, shutting it down. It’s one thing to confine your private life to yourself, in my opinion. She had said, “It’s yet another way to mislead the public.”

Molly-Mae and Tommy Fury arrive and leave separately for secret Mother’s Day lunch reunion

After the Love Island star admitted to being back together, Tommy Fury and Molly-Mae Hague shared Mother’s Day with their daughter Bambi.

Tommy Fury and Molly-Mae Hague reconnected for Mother’s Day.

Together with their daughter, Molly-Mae Hague and Tommy Fury had a cozy Mother’s Day. The couple was photographed separately arriving at a Cheshire pub to mark the occasion in exclusive photos.

The Love Island couple announced their shock split last year, with fans stunned by the announcement they had gone their separate ways. Following the news, Molly-Mae’s documentary aired, where she admitted it was hard going through a split in the public eye.

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In a separate interview, Tommy also shared his thoughts on the split and explained what happened between them to end their romance. However, later, the pair were seen on holiday in Dubai together.

Before returning to Manchester, they avoided getting photographed together. The couple appears to be happier than ever, and they both appear to be leaving the same car at the same pub as they did in recent photos.

Tommy and Molly-Mae arrived in separate cars
Tommy and Molly-Mae arrived in separate cars(Image: mancpicss66/Danny Ryan)

Before heading to the pub, the couple had spent the day at the Lowry Theatre with Bambi. She paired a light grey jacket with a comfortable black jacket and trousers to look relaxed. While Tommy cradled Bambi and her teddy bear, Tommi, wearing a black sweatshirt and blue shorts, and the unusual sun in the UK.

To mark the occasion, Tommy also posted a sweet tribute to Molly-Mae. Along with a picture of the two of them, he wrote, “Happy Mother’s Day, thank you for being the best mummy I could’ve ever asked for our girl.” Additionally, he dedicated a message to his mother.

Molly-Mae looked relaxed in a casual outfit and sunglasses
Molly-Mae looked relaxed in a casual outfit and sunglasses(Image: mancpicss66/Danny Ryan)

The pair headed to Dubai together to try and “rebuild” their romance. A source told us: “They looked more united than ever in Dubai. There’s a real sense they’re trying to rebuild things privately, without outside pressure.

They were given the opportunity to try out different methods during the getaway. Tommy has been returning to the house for more time, even suggesting that he move back in. Although it’s in the early stages, it’s obvious that there is still love.

Tommy cradled Bambi in his arms
Tommy cradled Bambi in his arms(Image: mancpicss66/Danny Ryan)

The insider continued, “This wasn’t just a sunshine getaway; it felt like a turning point.” They both acknowledged how difficult the past few months have been, but they now focus on moving forward rather than back.

Since they returned, Tom has been very reflective. He has told his friends that he doesn’t want to spend any more time apart. He is actually showing his commitment to both their family and Molly by taking the necessary steps.

Tommy carried Bambi into the pub
Tommy carried Bambi into the pub(Image: mancpicss66/Danny Ryan)

Just last week, Molly-Mae finally addressed speculation she had reunited with Tommy. In a video shared online with her fans, she said: “We’re just figuring things out. We had a really really amazing time, probably the best holiday ever for all of us. It’s not I’m hiding it, I’m not quite ready to talk about it. It’s also as private, but also it’s not really private.

You can’t figure out things the way a typical relationship would if you were in a public eye relationship trying to rebuild, improve, or see if you had something to save. You can’t accomplish the things a couple who are attempting to improve their relationship can do.

Molly-Mae and Tommy took baby Bambi out to mark Mother's Day
Molly-Mae and Tommy took baby Bambi out to mark Mother’s Day(Image: mancpicss66/Danny Ryan)
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She continued, “We’re just figuring things out and watching how it goes.” She also made it clear that she was having anxiety and that she had removed a clip of her talking about Tommy from her previous vlog.

I don’t want you to believe that I’m being truthful about who spent the weekend in Dubai. We did a big talking point about Tommy that I didn’t want to include in the final vlog because I didn’t want anxiety, “she said.” I didn’t need to explain that I was going with Tommy, but I was a little anxious.

Palace issue major King Charles update after hospital stay as Italy tour looms

King Charles is getting ready for his usual workweek just days after having to postpone engagements due to side effects from his cancer treatment. After experiencing “temporary side effects,” which Charles called a “bump in the road,” Charles decided to make a busy day off to Birmingham on Friday to focus on his recovery.

The King has arrived at Windsor Castle to begin his workweek, which includes a mix of public appearances, state obligations, and private meetings. He spent a restful weekend at Highgrove. According to what sources, one or two additional appointments for this week have been rescheduled to maintain a healthy balance in advance of the state visit to Italy the following week.

Last Friday, King Charles left Clarence House (Ian Vogler/Daily Mirror).

Since being diagnosed with cancer in February of last year, Charles, 76, has been receiving weekly hospital care. On Thursday, he was taken to the London Clinic for a number of hours for observation, but he later made his way home. He rested up at his Highgrove home on Friday, which is scheduled to hold a number of engagements, including Windsor Castle investitures, as well as other events. Highgrove has been described by King’s friends as “a place of great comfort” for Charles during his battle with cancer.

The King last seen leaving Clarence House on Friday morning as he was being driven to Highgrove, where he was last seen, and waved to residents of his London residence as he left.

Buckingham Palace has made an effort to ease tensions following the King’s hospital admission, with royal sources describing it as “a bump in the road” and insisting Charles’ treatment is still “very much headed in the right direction.” According to what sources, Charles’s planned overseas trip with the Queen from April 7 to April 10 is expected to go as planned. He will become the first British sovereign to address both houses of the Italian parliament.

King Charles and Queen Camilla are due to travel to Italy next week
Next week, King Charles and Queen Camilla will visit Italy (Getty Images).

After the royals’ scheduled visit to the Vatican, where they were scheduled to meet the Pope, the trip had to be rearranged. Pope Francis was discharged from the hospital last week after suffering from double pneumonia. He will need time to recover and recover.

Following a devastating earthquake in Myanmar on Saturday, the King sent a message to “the people of Myanmar” while recovering from his hospital visit. A powerful 7.7 magnitude earthquake that struck Myanmar at midday local time on Friday, claiming more than 1, 000 lives and injuring 2, 376 people, was Charles’ and the Queen’s shock and sadness in a message posted on social media.

“My wife and I were most heartbreakingly shocked and depressed when we learned of the devastating earthquake in Myanmar, which tragically caused thousands of lives to be lost, horrifying property damage, and other places of worship were destroyed,” Charles said. I have long admired your extraordinary resilience and spirit, and I am aware that Myanmar’s citizens are still dealing with a lot of hardship and tragedy in their lives.

Meanwhile, according to Downing Street, US President Donald Trump reportedly called PRIME Minister Keir Starmer and gave the King his “best wishes” yesterday. The president wished Charles “good health” during the discussion on Sunday evening, which covered the UK-US trade deal and the conflict in Ukraine, according to a Downing Street spokesman.

Trump was hosted by the late Queen during a state visit in 2019 by the King, who in an unprecedented gesture toward a US leader invited him to a second state visit to the UK at the end of February.

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This Morning stars the Speakmans planning second honeymoon after cruel trolling over looks

The Speakmans, the couples’ resident therapists, renew their vows, and offer their unique interpretations of cruel trolls. They also shed light on the secrets to a successful marriage.

Two significant celebrations are taking place for The Speakmans.

Life-coaching couple Nik and Eva Speakman have two celebrations coming up – they are marking 15 years as resident therapists on ITV ’s This Morning this year and also celebrating their 30th wedding anniversary in 2026. The pair have become well known for their transformative work as therapists on the show, helping individuals overcome fears, phobias and trauma.

When Nik, 63, and Eva, 55, discuss their wedding plans with the couple when they reconnect at the British Diversity Awards. A second honeymoon and a vow renewal ceremony are possible, according to Grimn, Eva. Believe it or not, Eva says, “Yes, it’s 30 years next year.” We’re still considering it, but we’re thinking about renewing our vows, inviting everyone to our wedding, and hosting a big party for our friends, both old and new. Then, I’m hoping for a Caribbean vacation.

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Next year, the couple will celebrate their 30-year marriage.

Maintaining a vibrant relationship over three decades is no small feat. For the couple, who have two children, Liv and Hunter, they say the secret lies in mutual respect, open communication and a shared sense of humour. “I love Eva as much as the day I met her and that never changes,” says Nik, adding that happiness is an “inside job”, as he explains you’ve got to be happy yourself, before you can be happy as a couple.

Meanwhile, Eva swears by communication and laughter. “The secret to a great relationship is talking about everything,” she says. “We all see the world differently, so sometimes misunderstandings happen – but you have to talk it out. And honestly? Laughter. Find as much of it as you can.”

Beyond personal milestones, the Speakmans have made strides in their professional lives and are best known for their work as therapists and life coaches, specialising in a therapeutic approach they developed called Schema Conditioning Therapy. It’s a method, they explain, which aims to help individuals reframe negative thought patterns, enabling them to overcome psychological challenges.

Eva and Nik
This Morning hosts Eva and Nik Speakman frequently.

In the early 2000s, Nik and Eva combined their expertise to form a dynamic duo in the field of personal development. Fast forward to 2010, when they started working as therapists as residents on This Morning and assisting viewers with issues ranging from phobias of spiders to post-traumatic stress disorder and obsessive-compulsive disorders.

Speaking about being part of the show, Eva laughs and says, “Yes, we love it. It’s been 15 years now and we’re still loving it. It’s such a privilege.” From helping celebs such as Kerry Katona and Joey Essex overcome their biggest fears to supporting thousands of everyday viewers, the Speakmans have become part of the This Morning furniture.

But when you’re in the public eye, criticism is also par for the course – and Nik and Eva have faced their share, particularly on social media, where Nik has experienced trolling about his facial appearance. As they tell new, they approach any negativity with resilience. Yet, while Nik chooses to shrug it off, protective Eva isn’t having any of it.

I’m a little bit of a lioness, she says, but Nik doesn’t seem particularly bothered. You should never make a judgment, unless you know someone’s backstory. Although I usually don’t like it, I recently had a little backstory behind something, and I just thought, “No, that’s really not fair!” However, Nik approaches critical comments in a fundamentally different way.

Eva and Nik
Communication is the secret to a successful relationship, according to Eva and Nik.

He asserts that “everyone has a right to an opinion.” Some people love us, while others don’t, which is acceptable. You can never criticize my work, which is the main thing for me, though. I would then “turn” really!

The couple tell us they are thrilled to be participating in the British Diversity Awards, a celebration of diversity and inclusion in all sectors. Although they are all for advancement, Nik wishes that there wasn’t still competition for diversity today.

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You wouldn’t even need an event like this, he says, because we all would be treated equally in a perfect world. However, it’s encouraging to see diversity being celebrated. Eva agrees, saying, “We feel privileged to be here because it’s a celebration.” They claim that the pair has always fought for kindness. The world would be so much better “if everyone was kind,” says Nik.

The British Diversity Awards took place on 19 March. For details about the annual awards ceremony, see britishdiversityawards.com